Dear Angels of my Higher Self: I’ve been reading Storeybook again. I so love to read the stories of our history as humans and to sink myself into remembering that which was, and thinking about my potential and what our potential as humans is. I feel that connection to the Divine when I read about the life of Jesus. But I’ve been wondering about this idea of Jesus as the First Son. What does this mean?The First Son was the ray of light, the very first ray of light that emanated from the superconscious mind of the Creative Energy of the Creator. When the Creator stirred in his desire for companionship, that first thought, that first action, the first consideration of self that turned outwardly from self was the spirit consciousness that became the thoughtform that became the human energy that you recognize as the entities Amelius, Adam, Hermes and Jesus. There were many, many thousands of other lives that the First Son lived. And indeed, the lives of the First Son were all lives of choice to the entity because choice is how we move from life to life, from energy expression to energy expression.
You see, the entity that you know as Jesus was indeed the First Son. He was closest to the superconscious mind energy of the Creator, such that the Creator could most easily connect with that entity, that thoughtform, that human, that energy essence. The Creator KNEW and KNOWS most intimately the mind of the entity of Adam/Amelius/Hermes/Jesus.
Now, the names are unimportant. It is the work of the entities that distinguishes the lives of the soul and spirit that is the First Son.
The First Son is the embodiment of love, mercy, compassion. The First Son is the truest Characterization of the Creator that exists, outside of the Creator. And yet, the First Son and the Creator are one. There is no separation because the First Son, through the choices that he/she made as thoughtform and indeed as human, were made in the image, in the spirit, of your Creator, and therefore reflect and ARE the Creator. You, too, ARE a SEED of the Creator, living in the Creative Energy that is your birthright and your essence.
The Universe is a vast sea of Creative Energy. There is no “nothingness” in space because all of space, all of the galaxies, all of the universe and universes are made of the energy of the Creative Spirit that is known to some as God. But God is the external concept, and Spirit is the internal concept. You are spirit, and the Universe and all within it is Spirit, which is the creative energy of self.
This is indeed a vastly expansive topic and yet it is good to ponder its meaning. What does it mean to be so connected to the Creative Superconscious energy of goodness, that there is no separation?
Firstly, this means that any actions that are lived, thought, spoken of or dreamed of outside of goodness is madness; it is not right thinking. The NORMAL, base and true character of each of us as humans is goodness and light. To the degree that we do not see this, then we are living in madness. Do we act with love? Do we speak with love? Do we hear love in the words of others and see it in their actions? We can apply the coating of love and goodness over all that is around us, and thusly see and perceive the world in new ways.
You see, the entire universe is a universe of perception. Depending upon where your consciousness is – the focal point of your consciousness – this is what the Universe becomes FOR YOU. This is a subjective universe. Each being, each entity, each thoughtform has the freedom to perceive in any way he or she chooses. There is no mind that perceives anything in ways other than the ways that the mind has chosen.
You see, our mind is truly free to go where it wants to go. Yes, the body can be captive but the mind cannot be held captive because it is truly an infinite organ. Your mind is the exquisite connection that you have with the Creator. When you think, you can think of whatever you want. You can direct your thoughts wherever you desire. Feel the freedom of thought. It is the most amazing and infinite travel you will ever experience. There is no destination in the physical universe that can match the destinations of the mind. The mind – mind energy, thought energy – is truly and literally infinite.
So, to be inseparable from the Creator also means you have the privilege, the honor and the challenge of directing your mind in any way you choose. You may not overcome all mental “obstacles” in one life; indeed, you live infinite physical lives, and each of them is focused on overcoming – understanding – obstacles, or rather challenges. You live to grow beyond the obstacles and you do this by surmounting the challenges.
Your challenge, your greatest challenge at this time, is to make a commitment to yourself to honor the profound teachings that you have been taught, and to use these teachings for the betterment of mankind.
In the life of Jesus, the First Son – the Creative Consciousness – the Christ Consciousness – chose to understand his own divinity by living the human experiences that are part of living life. Losing, loving, hurting physically, making a living, acquiring food, attending to the people we love, helping others, working hard – these are all physical ways that we live our life and thus have experiences that allow us to understand ourselves with keener and keener insight. Insight means having the sight to see within. “When we understand ourselves, we will understand the Universe.”
Now, Jesus lived a life as a mortal because he was trying to show man that responsibility for self would be critical to attaining the consciousness of divinity that is our birthright. There can be no messiah. “God” has not created our preciously-bejeweled world as an infertile ground of living and dying. No. Our Creator has created this world so that we have an expansive venue within which to grow and change, to evolve, to come to understand ourselves and through this understanding begin to see that we are mortal in the flesh but that we are eternal in spirit energy. We ARE spirit energy and as such we never die. We never die in spirit. Only our physical body is lost, but then we take a new physical body and therein is the answer to the mystery of life. The answer to the mystery of life is that life is eternal. There really is no death; there is only passage from one land to the next, one body to the next, one living paradigm to the next. It is all perception.
So – here is your challenge: PERCEIVE your eternality. Know that it is true. KNOW that you are eternal and that you are love and that there is no separation between you and the Creator other than the separation that you perceive there to be. Do you see how this works? Do you understand that the doors of perception are always open, always beckoning the entrance of the keen and probing mind? The mind that probes is the mind that eventually finds its own golden stage, which beams light out into the Universe and thusly expands the Universe. This truly is how the Universe expands: through the expanding consciousness of the minds that inhabit the Universe. Expandingmind is indeed an exciting moniker.
So we have here an opportunity to grow and change and evolve into the being that you truly are in your essence and in your original form. You were created, you are created, by the Creative energy of the Creator. You are a seed of consciousness in the body of the Creator. There is no separation. This is an immensely-powerful concept because it DEFINES you. Do not accept a definition of self that demeans you. How many of us have defined ourselves in ways that make us perceive ourselves as less than we truly are? Many, many have done this in myriad ways. We have debased our creative selves, our superconsious connection, by defining ourselves as less than -- less than you, less than me, less than everyone out there.
BELIEVE in your greatness. It defines you. BELIEVE that you are ALL THAT IS, because you ARE. Believe that you can become whatever you want, because you are already all that you have ever been or ever will be. All that has been created IS, and all that IS has been created. There is no way out of this connection, but there is a way in, and it is through the mind.
So tune into your power, your power of thought. Make your thought a thing of beauty. See light in your mind. See good things. See a waterfall of love and beauty. See the sparkling, shimmering waterfall of consciousness, of power, spewing, gushing, endless, lavish. This is YOU. This is consciousness. This is love. This is the connection between our dual soul and our spirit. Our mind and our loving emotions and our spirit are eternally connected. THIS is consciousness. This is integration.
Now, look ahead and see where you want to be. What do you want to create? Do you want to create the Online School? Do you want to help affect the thoughts of the masses? You have the power. You have the gift. You have the wherewithal. You can do it. See your successes. Imagine your successes. Know that they will come about if you set your mind to this.
Jesus did indeed depart this world with some sadness that he was not able to instill a greater, higher level of consciousness in the minds of men and women – so that they would see their goodness.
You may now help in this task that is always present as a challenge on Earth for those souls who wish to work in service for the betterment of mankind. For these souls, and truly all souls, there is always opportunity.
Make this your promise to yourself, your CONSCIOUS promise. You have already made it your soul commitment. When you entered this life, this was your soul commitment. It was your choice in this life to blaze a new trail, to go in a new direction and to help others along this path of self discovery. This is always, always a worthy trail.
So, see the light ahead and follow it. There will always be leaders and there will always be followers. You may join where you feel most comfortable. But most importantly, let your mind be free. Your mind is truly your salvation, and in a world where there are no saviors, it pays to honor the thinking, feeling, sensing mind. It will never fail you if you honor it for the greatest jewel that it is.
In love, in light, in peace, and in hopes that your world will see the light, today, tomorrow, someday ahead. The light is waiting. It calls. It loves. It leads. Follow, and take with you those who believe. Amen.
