Dear Angels: This was such a wonderful day. I feel so encouraged about my prospects to feel well, but I want to be realistic, too. It seems that for every good day there is also a day when I am challenged to feel well. Why the vacillation? Why the turmoil? Why the emotional trials? I hear you tell me that better days are ahead, but I still feel fear. I still feel the electricity oppressing me – not all the time, but often.
There are many issues going on in your life now, Linda. There are many thoughts, many events, many memories that you are dealing with. Believe us when we tell you that nothing, NOTHING, is happening to you that you did not, in your infinite spirit wisdom, design for yourself to experience. This is all a magnificent experiment in consciousness expansion. You see, you did indeed, in your soul of souls, agree to create this “trial,” this “drama” of illness for the expansion of your consciousness that you believed would be possible. You needed a big jolt to jolt you out of your complacency.
You see, for many years you were complacent. You had lost your spiritual focus, your spiritual direction, at least in your physical focus.
But your spirit – your spirit NEVER loses focus. Your spirit is always calling to you, asking you to listen and to be in sync – to follow the sound of the music of the spheres, which is indeed the voice of “God,” that is, the voice of the Infinite Creator who is always, ALWAYS within as well as without, and always, ALWAYS the center of the Universe. Spirit IS the Universe. All that is not spirit does not exist.
So you see, this physical challenge for you is rather a spiritual challenge, a challenge of the spirit and the ego, wherein the ego wishes to do battle. The spirit does not battle. The spirit waits patiently, ever patiently, for the ego to be calmed so that the soul and the spirit can do their work of advancing the consciousness of mankind.
Now, your challenge, should you choose to accept it, is to raise your consciousness – your integrated thoughts, loving emotions and spirit senses – raise it to the point that you reclaim happiness and joy without the muckraking of the ego.
While you thought you were in joy last year, in truth your ego was very much afoot, because beneath the surface there were many issues, let us say some big issues, that you had tucked away to deal with at a safer time.
This IS now that safe time. This IS now the time when your soul and spirit are calling to you, asking you to join in a shared experience of conscious connection, so that you can rise to the occasion of helping the earth.
In helping the earth, you help yourself. Ultimately, to evolve the self is to evolve the Universe. There is no separation. Mankind, Earth, Nature and the Universe are one. We will never be separate except as there is perception of separation. But perception is always subjective.
Spirit, where is my life going? What is ahead for me?
There is much ahead for you, Linda. You must believe in your power to heal. You see, you have already been healing. You will be well. Trust that you will be well.
Can we talk about my brother, David? I feel that my relationship with him is such a big part of the skeletons in the closet that I am trying to bring into the light.
Yes, let us speak of David. David, as you rightly describe, is a gentle soul. And yet he, too, has a large ego, that is, he has been living in fear himself for many, many years, and he does not know how to leave this fear behind. He believes that his life must be this way and he is resigned to living in this manner.
Now, you and David can help each other heal by coming to explore the love that you have. This will take much patience on both of your parts because there are many ill feelings that linger in both of you–resentments, frustrations, judgments and anger. For both of you there is a head of fear to get through.
The best way to get through this fear with David is to trust, TRUST that the angels will be guiding you in the moments when you are together or when you are communicating.
Now you have been thinking of writing a letter to David. This is a very good idea. In this letter you can express to David you’re sorry that the events that did transpire transpired. You can apologize for that which you feel responsible for. It is not appropriate, though, to dwell on the past but rather to look to the future for the kind of relationship that you wish to have with him. Suggest to David your vision for the two of you –and for your family – that you would like to have. Encourage him to help you reach this together. Develop a shared vision of what you’d like to have. And then expand from there.
Now, it is important that you be very patient with David and never speak in fear or in frustration because each juncture of communication will be a delicate one for awhile, and so you want to protect the vibrations between you such that they are only nurturing.
David will understand. David is a smart man and even though he is in fear, he is also in his heart a loving man. And love will always guide us. So he, too, is receiving guidance. The angels are working with you both to lead you to a gentler place with one another. We wish for your injuries to heal. Healing the soul and spirit injuries will help you both heal your bodies.
So you may write a letter to David and express your vision, express your regrets, express your love, and then quietly let David think about what you have written. The letter can be short– let us say the letter does not need to be long. The letter can be succinct. David will read it and reread it – especially if your words are upbeat and optimistic. He will hear.
Remember that this is a time of healing. Let all your thoughts be thoughts of healing. Let all your words be words of healing. Appreciate your family. Appreciate your friends. Understand that healing is an art and all of your relations are cooperating with you to help create healing. You see, the Universe is cooperating to help you. Accept the help and then do what you need to do – what you are inspired to do – to keep the ball rolling.
We feel your resistance, and yet we feel your draw and interest. Work, work hard, no, work softly, that is, be diligent in quelling the ego’s fear beliefs, so that you can move forward with the expedience you desire. Your destiny and healing are in your hands. You have the power. Believe in your power and you will succeed in healing all manner of illness.
The electrical fields are indeed deleterious, but you can overcome their impact by properly shielding yourself and by boosting your immune system. Keep up with the healing practices that you are engaged in. Do the Qi Gong; do the yoga; do the exercise; do the writing; do the work in the physical world that is needed. You can heal, Linda. You are healing, Linda. Believe in your healing and it can be yours.
The angels of your higher self send you our love and our appreciation for you attention and for your sharing of your mind, your consciousness. Remember that we are always with you. We are, in love, your higher self. Believe in your higher self. It is YOU! It is love. It is the essence of your consciousness. Own it and be all that you are. We do love. Let love live in your heart so that all who come into your field will know love. This is the essence of sharing and it is indeed the essence of the miracle of healing. You are a miracle. Live it! Trust it. It will always serve you.
Good night.
Good night, Angels.
There is much ahead for you, Linda. You must believe in your power to heal. You see, you have already been healing. You will be well. Trust that you will be well.
Can we talk about my brother, David? I feel that my relationship with him is such a big part of the skeletons in the closet that I am trying to bring into the light.
Yes, let us speak of David. David, as you rightly describe, is a gentle soul. And yet he, too, has a large ego, that is, he has been living in fear himself for many, many years, and he does not know how to leave this fear behind. He believes that his life must be this way and he is resigned to living in this manner.
Now, you and David can help each other heal by coming to explore the love that you have. This will take much patience on both of your parts because there are many ill feelings that linger in both of you–resentments, frustrations, judgments and anger. For both of you there is a head of fear to get through.
The best way to get through this fear with David is to trust, TRUST that the angels will be guiding you in the moments when you are together or when you are communicating.
Now you have been thinking of writing a letter to David. This is a very good idea. In this letter you can express to David you’re sorry that the events that did transpire transpired. You can apologize for that which you feel responsible for. It is not appropriate, though, to dwell on the past but rather to look to the future for the kind of relationship that you wish to have with him. Suggest to David your vision for the two of you –and for your family – that you would like to have. Encourage him to help you reach this together. Develop a shared vision of what you’d like to have. And then expand from there.
Now, it is important that you be very patient with David and never speak in fear or in frustration because each juncture of communication will be a delicate one for awhile, and so you want to protect the vibrations between you such that they are only nurturing.
David will understand. David is a smart man and even though he is in fear, he is also in his heart a loving man. And love will always guide us. So he, too, is receiving guidance. The angels are working with you both to lead you to a gentler place with one another. We wish for your injuries to heal. Healing the soul and spirit injuries will help you both heal your bodies.
So you may write a letter to David and express your vision, express your regrets, express your love, and then quietly let David think about what you have written. The letter can be short– let us say the letter does not need to be long. The letter can be succinct. David will read it and reread it – especially if your words are upbeat and optimistic. He will hear.
Remember that this is a time of healing. Let all your thoughts be thoughts of healing. Let all your words be words of healing. Appreciate your family. Appreciate your friends. Understand that healing is an art and all of your relations are cooperating with you to help create healing. You see, the Universe is cooperating to help you. Accept the help and then do what you need to do – what you are inspired to do – to keep the ball rolling.
We feel your resistance, and yet we feel your draw and interest. Work, work hard, no, work softly, that is, be diligent in quelling the ego’s fear beliefs, so that you can move forward with the expedience you desire. Your destiny and healing are in your hands. You have the power. Believe in your power and you will succeed in healing all manner of illness.
The electrical fields are indeed deleterious, but you can overcome their impact by properly shielding yourself and by boosting your immune system. Keep up with the healing practices that you are engaged in. Do the Qi Gong; do the yoga; do the exercise; do the writing; do the work in the physical world that is needed. You can heal, Linda. You are healing, Linda. Believe in your healing and it can be yours.
The angels of your higher self send you our love and our appreciation for you attention and for your sharing of your mind, your consciousness. Remember that we are always with you. We are, in love, your higher self. Believe in your higher self. It is YOU! It is love. It is the essence of your consciousness. Own it and be all that you are. We do love. Let love live in your heart so that all who come into your field will know love. This is the essence of sharing and it is indeed the essence of the miracle of healing. You are a miracle. Live it! Trust it. It will always serve you.
Good night.
Good night, Angels.
