Beginnings
In the beginning was the Creator,
atomic, pure love, aware
but alone,
wanting to expand,
to be more, to be with,
to know Self.
So the Creator,
thinking,
moved outward in thought,
forming Spirit Consciousness -
a creative seed,
beginning the pattern of my existence:
E=MC2.
Spirit energy (E) at my core,
I am that equation:
(M) mass—a body motivated by
(C2) the square of my light —
electric thoughts and magnetic emotions,
being dual as a soul,
living through opposites,
guiding myself through experiences
of senses, thoughts and emotions.
Bonded in eternal shape,
my pattern pieces direct my quest
to be divine in physical form,
to learn the allness of myself,
to begin as my Creator did,
to expand as my Creator does,
to be more, to be with, to feel love,
unity within myself,
companionship with All That Is,
Human.
Exploring Love in a Time of Change...through Conversation with My Higher Self
Monday, May 27, 2013, 3:13 PM
Tuesday, May 21, 2013, 9:55 PM
These are—many questions, many questions indeed about your
future. But let us think that the future is not really coming, that is, your
future is a roll-out of the microseconds of your present, but truly, for you
here and now and living on the Earth, there is only the present. So what brings
you emotional fulfillment in the present, to the greatest extent?
Great question! My greatest fulfillment is in connecting with my
family! I so enjoy our times together. This weekend my brother D joined me
and Mom and the Bs for an outing. I felt so complete being there with
them. I felt anchored and loved. I felt my history coming to life. And I love
being with friends, too. The Bs are really family and friends. It was a
great, great pleasure to bring the past into the present.
Then this can be your greatest intention for your “future”:
to live each day refreshed and invigorated by the love you share for and with
your family. You can plan your housing on this. You can plan your dreams to
include aspects of your family and friends so that you always know that you are
loved and cared for. This is good.
Next, ask yourself to whom you owe the greatest inspiration
for growth. Who or what propels you forward in disciplining yourself to become
more and more of what your spirit guides you toward? You see, your family loves
you unconditionally, which provides you with a resting point, because with
family you do not need to prod for growth as much as you can relax and know
that you are accepted. But when we seek inspiration, it often comes from
conditions that reach our core of yearning, of asking, of wanting, of at times
seeing contrast that gives birth to great desire. So – what is it, or who is it
in life that triggers your greatest inspiration?
There is no question that my studies with Kathy Oddenino are what
do this for me. They reach inside my soul and pull me up up up into a
stratosphere of newness, where I am exhilarated with that which I come to know
that I already know deep inside. My studies are comfortable, easeful and
flowing yet powerful and motivating. I always feel my world change when I study
with Kathy and with my fellow students. Life is continually transformed.
So, this is good. This is very good to acknowledge so
clearly what uplifts you and causes you to be more. As you seek to be more, you
do indeed become more. Time—you have the luxury of time to grow within. You can
observe your growth. And you can see more and more readily what it is that
inspires.
So as you acknowledge the significance and value of your
studies and your relationships within this circle of seekers, make your plans,
design your next 50 years to accommodate them to the greatest degree possible.
Know that your purpose is anchored within this community, and that your family
and friends are the support network that encourage your commitment. They give
you strength to advance your own growth and to honor your commitment to help bring Kathy’s work and the spiritual philosophy of the ancients to others.
Now, we ask what it is within each day that you are
comfortable working with, and that you enjoy working with, and that you seek
out because of its bringing of pleasure and stimulation?
It is writing. It is creating media. It is connecting with people, cultures around the world. It is providing forums for exchanges. It is learning. It is being in the thrust of youth and the elderly and those my age and just feeling the pulse of life. I love being in the pulse of life!
Then, these, too, are elements that you can seek to harvest
more fully. Keep those skills fine-tuned in working with media. Keep your eyes
on the horizon for opportunity. Keep your hands in the pie of working with
others, i.e., do not isolate, because your extroversion will be stoked and your
balance will be challenged. Keep yourself in the thick of connectivity with
other people and the movements of technologies. The technologies are happening
because they are helping the masses to learn rapidly and to come to understand
humanity on a much deeper level. The Internet is a nervous system, just like
yours within, and it connects the cells of activity of Planet Earth just as the
cells of your body connect all aspects of your body. See the fractal pattern of
you and your brethren and the Earth and the Universe. You are all truly one.
Yes, I do feel that we are one. It is exciting to connect on deeper
and deeper levels.
So now, you can ask yourself what are the emotions that you
wish to feel inside. How do you want to feel about life and about those with whom
you choose to surround yourself? What are the emotions that give you the
greatest pleasure?
The emotions that give me the greatest pleasure are the emotions of
joy and passion and ecstasy. I have felt joy a good deal, but I seek more
passion and ecstasy. I know I feel them when I unite with others in the shared
pursuit of helping the Earth, and the people of Earth, find comfort zones. When
I feel clean rain upon my skin, I feel elation. When I see the harmony and
beauty of nature, I feel immense peace and excitement. When I am talking with
friends and I feel the depth of our unity, I feel peace and lightness. These
are the feelings I want to feel and that I know I will feel because I’ve felt
them before and I know I can feel them again. I would like to feel them every
day. This is why I seek a place to live, where I can remember each day, by
virtue of the nature around me, that life is supposed to be happy and good and
fulfilling and exciting. I strive to feel these things!
It is important, when defining your hopes and dreams, to be
specific, to have clear images of what you want. What are the dominant images
in your mind when you think of what you want?
Ahhh! I see a lovely little cottage nestled in the trees, but with sun sun sun pouring down and bathing my gardens with all the good chemical-light necessities for plants to grow. I see beautiful gardens growing in the sun. I see chickens ambling about. I see a goat or two nearby. I see a friend sharing this with me, joining me in this dream of creating. I see artwork on the walls and colorful tapestries decking the rooms. I see openness and color and warmth. And I feel the gentleness of being wrapped by nature.
These images are indeed fractal patterns of what you’ve
experienced in other lives and what you have come to know with certainty are
the attributes of living that bring you pleasure. You see, you know yourself.
You do know what you want. So continue seeking it with passion, with fervor,
with all the belief in the world that you can create this. You can create this!
Believe in your powers of creation. Draw unto self, by virtue of your own powers
of Creation, that which you want. You do not need a partner to create this, but
wanting, simply wanting is fine and good. But – no need. You have no need. You
have only to want – in order to create.
Now, let us think about the funds that you would like to
have. What do you envision?
I have always thought that I needed somebody else to help me create
my creations. I have held this belief for my whole life. I still believe it. I
still am not sure that I do have all that I need to create total abundance.
Yes, this is true: you do have all that you need to create
your own abundance. You do not need a partner to help you create abundantly.
Let us take a moment to do a visualization about abundance:
Imagine yourself lying on a beach. Imagine the uncountable
grains of sand around you. And each grain of sand is a penny. And you insert
your hands into the sand, like a shovel, and you turn over the sand, and you
rub your hands together to feel the sensory grit of the sand, and you feel it in
between your toes and on your skin and in your hair and on your clothing. And
do you know that if each grain of sand were to manifest in your life as pennies, and if all the grains of sand on the beach were to come into your life
as pennies, and all the grains of sand in the ocean in front of you were to
come into your life as pennies—then even still your abundance, your true
ability to create abundance—would be far greater, far, far greater. You can
create all this by your thought. You have only to believe it to make it so, as
the water was turned into wine by virtue of understanding the laws of the
Universe, which hold that there is free flow of energy, and mind is the
builder. Together these two principles are the principles of abundance. So,
your abundance is indeed a game of the thinking mind. Examine your thoughts,
and put them to work for you. Remember that you are a master creator, as is
each human being. You need only to believe it to make it so.
Thank you! I am loving being reminded of my abundance and my
ability to create!
Let us move on to another question. This question is in regards to mind, the thinking mind. What are the thoughts you wish to surround yourself with each day? What do you want to have dancing in your mind?
My mind dances when I am not feeling fear. Fear is a killer. It
makes for stop signs everywhere. I want my mind to dance with the confidence
and connectedness that true health and vitality of body, mind, and spirit bring.
I want to wake up each day with thoughts of the many stimulating things I’ll be
doing that day. I want to have thoughts every day of what will bring me joy
that day, and what will help me give goodness to the planet. I want to apply
myself diligently to making music, and dancing, and playing in my gardens, and
playing with my cats, and playing with my friends, and creating things, being a
vital creator. I want to wake each day and fall asleep each night with thoughts
of all that I can create. I want to remember my dreams. I want to send loving
notes to the people I love. I want to think of ways that I can nurture myself
and others. I want to think of how I will help change our world, and heal
myself and help heal the world. I want to tie in to goodness. I want to be aware
of all the scientific discoveries in the world. I want to better understand
earth science, and how and why we have come to this point in our evolution. I
want to think of traveling, and plan to travel. South America! Spain! Austria! Norway, Denmark! I am excited to travel to see more of this beautiful
treasure jewel of the Universe Planet Earth! So these are some of the many
things I want to have rolling around in my thinking mind each day. They make me
happy and they bring me joy. I see how the mind and the emotions are eternally
connected.
Indeed they are connected. Knowing what you want to think,
and knowing what you want to feel, are two very important goals to be clear
about in your mind. As they merge, you will feel a quickening of the spirit
within. As each thought unites with emotion, the Universe expands. See your
power of Creation.
Thank you so much, Angels of my higher self. I look forward to
continuing this exploration of my future. In my next post, I would like to
explore how the ethical values will help me more readily create what I want.
Thank you again.
Saturday, May 11, 2013, 3:55 PM
Dear Angels: I feel like I’m getting caught up in a whirlwind of
negativity. I understand that I would not be here if the energy around me were
not a match to my own. But I want to climb out of this and find some
equilibrium. What do you advise?
Dear L, we know that this kind of energy permeates the
planet but there are many corners, many areas, many people who are finding
equilibrium, and you, too, can find it.
The first order of business for change is to make the decision that you are not walking down that road—that your intention is to stay centered and focused on what you do want.
To achieve, to attain what we do want is a simple order: write it down. Use your emotion to move into it, your loving emotion, your sense of centeredness. Just get into the energy that you want to feel, and stay with it. Use affirmations, use writing, use thought, use friends, speak of it, want it, know that it is yours, and be there to receive it, expect it, know that it is for you to have. You must put yourself into the energy that you want to feel in order to feel it.
Now, a challenge with all of this is to not focus on what you do not want. Look elsewhere. Look at what you do want. Better yet, find those things that you love in your every moment. Be grateful for every moment. Be happy with what you have. Be simple in your appreciation, or grand in your gratitude, but focus on what is working.
Truly, the game of life is the game of conscious awareness. Become conscious of your thoughts. Become conscious of your feelings. Be aware of what is around you and what you are swimming in energetically in each and every moment. Take a shower. Wash yourself clean of that which does not serve. Swim in the waters that uplift. Know that you can do or be or have that which you want. But – believe that it is yours to have.
Meditation, quiet moments are good to seek. Walk in grace. Walk in that which brings you pleasure. Find, identify that which brings you pleasure, and think of it often. Find the feeling place of happiness.
How did I get into such volatility? I feel uneasy.
Little thoughts add up. You draw unto self that which is a match to your energy. Be aware of the thoughts you think and the emotions you feel. Concentrate on the ethical values. Bring them into focus when you can. Have patience with self. You are learning to adjust energy. It is a magnificent, ongoing learning experience. But when you master it, you will understand that you are far more than just a physical body enduring physical experiences. You will understand that life is for learning and that you can change your energy and thereby change your life. You will understand your divinity and you will understand your ethical values and you will be the spirit consciousness that you are.
Now, be patient with self. Rome was not built in a day. You have eternity to learn. You will never stop learning. It is ongoing and it is sweet because with each glimmer of a lesson learned there is a lightness brought into the countenance. There is a lightening of the being. There is a greater connection to peace. There is happiness. So—believe in your destiny of expansion. It is what the Universe is all about.
Have fun tonight. Believe that what lies ahead is an outgrowth of your thought and emotion. Just pre-pave your future by changing your present. Tell a new story. Feel differently. Give thanks. See beauty. See kindness everywhere. Have compassion. Believe in love. Believe in yourself. You are spirit consciousness having physical experiences for the purpose of learning. Enjoy the learning, make it worthwhile. Live the lessons you’ve learned. Trust that all is as it should be. Know that you live forever. Know that this will pass. Know that you will never die. Know that all the beings are spirit energy and you are cooperating masterfully to learn. Know that you will continue to learn forever because the expansion of the mind is the expansion of the Universe. The Universal Mind encompasses you, enfolds with you, and directs your being. You and mind are one. Enjoy the Unity!
Thank you, Angels. I relish our conversation and I will calm myself.
Friday, May 10, 2013, 11:40 PM
Dear Angels of my Higher Self: I was listening to The Divine Idea talk that Kathy
gave some years ago, and I was so drawn to her words about allowing the mind to
think its own thoughts instead of forcing it to think by continually asking
questions. So I’d like to try this – not asking questions but just allowing my
memories of other times and previous lives and simultaneous lives and whatever to
come to the fore. I want to experience me in my wholeness, in my unity with All
That Is, in peace and in comfort and connectedness. I look for peace.
Dear L, we are with you. We are always with you. You are
one with All That Is and you are also a being unto yourself. And you do indeed
have multiple lives, thousands, and you do indeed have simultaneous lives,
thousands, and you do indeed have infinity as your energetic heritage and
trajectory and is-ness. You exist in multiple dimensions and you think in
multiple dimensions as thought is infinite and never starting and never ending.
You are part of a stream of consciousness that connects you to All That Is.
Can you imagine just what All That Is – is? All That Is is unfathomable, ineffable and yet it is you, and therefore your mind IS that which IS All That Is. The greatest conundrum of the Universe is how can we be so small as physical beings and yet so big, so expansive, so infinite, so pure in essence that we have no boundaries?
Imagine, then, an atom within you. And this atom is so tiny that it cannot be perceived with the physical senses that you know, and yet it does exist. And there are particles even smaller. And within this atom is the very fractal pattern of the entire Universe. And within that atom the fractal pattern of the Universe is life. Life is the energy that propels this atom to expand and contract into infinity.
And so within you, how many atoms are there? How many opportunities, then, within you are there to expand infinitely? The answer is - there is no number. There is only the understanding that the mind is the radio tower that controls the expansion and contraction of these atoms.
And so imagine, also, that this radio tower has infinite capacity to broadcast. There is not a Pentagon room of mu-metal covered walls to constrain or contain this broadcast. The broadcast of the mind is light, and as light it knows no bounds. It travels beyond and beyond and beyond.
And so you, too, travel beyond, beyond, beyond. Gene Roddenberry was a soul who understood this in a way that others in his day did not. He was a pioneering spirit and he gave images to your people of the potential for the mind and the body and the soul and the spirit to travel into infinite time and space. These thoughts dance in the minds of man because it is time to begin to understand on mass levels that you, as humans, are truly infinite in your capacity to think, to feel, to know, to be, to have, to hold, to live, to breathe, to love, to be with All That Is forever.
Now, let us talk about the Ethical Values of the Spirit. The Ethical Values of the Spirit are the character colors of your Spirit Consciousness. You are a design of Spirit Consciousness, and as such you have the Ethical Values woven within your very DNA. There is no separation between your Ethical Values and who you truly are.
And yet, as a human your goal, your essence of living is to come to Know Thyself. And so as these Ethical Values are your essential Spirit, they are masked by your intellect, which considers itself supreme. Know that the intellect is not supreme. The intellect is a tool of the soul in its pattern of growth. The intellect has been your guide as you have evolved as humanity.
But now is the time for the intellect to stand aside and make way for the mind of wisdom and the Spirit Consciousness to imbue your lives with the goodness – with the Ethical Values – with the peace of being all that you truly are.
To live in your mind of wisdom you must release your beliefs of old. Release the belief that sex is love. Release the belief that Jesus will save. Release the belief that the man is superior to the woman. Release the belief that all food is good food. Release the belief that life is lived only once. Release all beliefs that tie you to the teachings that were meant to control you.
You see, beliefs are the designs of fear. And fear is what separates you from your true self. Beliefs are fear. You do not need fear. Fear infuses your blood with cortisol. Fear controls the freedom of the mind to think. Fear is the insidious mu metal that does not allow the free flow of thought to be and to travel. As you think, you should travel. Release fear and allow your mind to be free.
So now we ask you to think thoughts of peace. We ask that you allow yourself to join us in our thoughts of peace. Allow your thoughts to dance and to be joyful and to be safe. Your thoughts can heal you and they can heal others and healing is what we do when we evolve. We shed the debris of ancient fears and we don the cloak of truth. In truth, we are All That Is. There is no separation.
So we are grateful that you have asked to join thought with us this evening. Know that you are infinite. This is very important. Know that you are energy, and as such, you are infinite. You are infinite and your brethren are infinite. You are each learning. You are each on a path of expansion and evolution. You are only just beginning. And yet, you, too, are ancient. You are Love. Be the love that you are. You have only to think it to allow it to be so. Love is your healing. Love is the greatest of all Ethical Values. Love encompasses all. You are Love. Know it, feel it, remember it, recite it, play it. Play it again. Play it again. Play it again. Love, love, love. Go to sleep and know that you are Love.
We bid you goodnight. Thank you for listening.
Thank you, Angels. I will sleep well, I am sure. Good night.
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