Hello angels! It is a beautiful Sunday morning. I wasn’t sure what I wanted to ask you about this morning until a few minutes ago, when I realized that there’s an issue that’s been building in me and I would really like your advice and guidance. I have been feeling left out of a few social events lately, related to the social network that JM and LK are part of, and that I too feel part of but only marginally. There are two parties recently of people I know only peripherally, but I would like to have been invited and I am feeling left out because I wasn’t invited. JM was so nice to tell me about them and to encourage me to come, but I am not sure. On one hand I want to go but it would be uninvited; on the other hand I am feeling a bit victimized. Can you help me understand better what I am trying to learn here?Yes, L, and good morning. We are here to help in your understandings. This is a very good situation to examine because it gets at the heart of our perceptions of ourselves. As we accept ourselves for the beauty that we are, we exude an energy of acceptance and appreciation. You can see where this is going…but do not judge yourself here because this is a very common situation and there is no one who has not felt the sting of a perceived rejection or the off-putting feeling of not having been invited.
The important thing here is to feel that you are worthy. A party invitation does not define your worth. A party invitation is simply the thought of one person or maybe a few thoughts of what that person is thinking at a moment in time, or several moments in time, but it is so transitory that it hasn’t much meaning – to you, that is. It has much meaning to them, or perhaps very little meaning, but it is their meaning and it is absolutely no statement about you whatsoever, any more than ANYTHING that takes place in the life of another person is a statement about you.
So if you would like to go out of the joy of sharing time with these people, then you might call and ask if it would be okay for you to attend. Very likely, of course, you would unequivocally be extended an invitation at that time to attend, gladly. But if you are not certain if you’d like to go, or if you would only like to be there so as to be seen as being in the in-crowd, then it would be pointless to go because this would be going with fear, fear beliefs on your mentality and exuding in your energy.
So examine what your thinking is about the social event and the people who are there. Do you enjoy them? Are they people who excite you and fill you with inspiration? Is it a happy group of people? Do you connect with them on a soul and spirit level?
I hear that your answer to this is yes when it comes to JM and LK. And this is beautiful. You do indeed have a very spiritual connection to the two of them.
But the others? Think carefully. And then see that your motivation in going could be to proselytize your newfound spiritual knowledge. This is indeed not a valid reason to go. But a valid reason to go anywhere is the joy of sharing, and you will always share who you are by virtue of being who you are. You will share invariably.
You may wish to work on strengthening your sense of self, your sense of worthiness, before you take on a challenging situation like this because – while you would enter the home in happiness, you might also be wondering about your energy.
The truth is that your energy can always be what you want it to be. You have free choice, free will and free intention in any given moment to be whatever you want to be on the inside. But as you are working on your self esteem, it is always good (and this task is open ended for each and every person because we are all working to love ourselves and forever it is an eternal quest for expansion) to be at ease and to be confident.
You are having a lovely day at home. If you wish to attend the party, then you could go happily, and you could do some inner work beforehand to gain your composure and your inner strength. But if you are enjoying the peacefulness of your home and the quietude and comfort that it brings you today and always, then rejoice that you have this beautiful gift at hand. Relish it and respect it for the bountiful return that it yields.
Thank you so very much. This is just what I wanted, needed. I really do not wish to go to the party, and I am having a lovely morning. I’m so happy to be here in my home.
You can thank JM for her kindness. She is a true friend. Believe in her friendship. It is good and rewarding and she means the very best.
Thanks. In my heart I believe that. I really do want to work on this self-worth challenge. Why do I feel unworthy?
You feel unworthy for the same reason that most the human race feels unworthy: religion. Religion has poisoned our minds for centuries, millennia. Religion says you are a sinner and that the only path to God is to admit that you are a sinner and that someone else will save you because you are unworthy of saving yourself. This is the greatest hogwash that has ever been perpetrated on mankind. Do not believe it.
You are “a child of God, no less than the trees and the stars. You have a right to be here.” This is Max what’s his name again. ;-) It is very true and profound. You not only have a right to be here, but you were designed to be here and this is your home. So in the same way that you are very happy in your physical home, you can be very, very happy with your Earthly home. It is the planet of healing and cleansing and it is the perfect, absolutely most perfect place for you to learn that you ARE worthy.
What is worth? Worth is the sense that you belong, that you are rightly where you are, that you are equal, that you have spirit within, that you are good and that you reflect all things good. It is a sense of knowing the truth of self and the value of self, the love of self. It is a respect for self.
All of these ethical values are entertwined. The energies intermix even though each is subtly and also profoundly different, but they, too, are all elements of one energy – the Creative energy of the Creator. The Creator is All That Is, as we have said, and so within the All That Is are particles, but first essentially not physical particles but spiritual and energetic particles. The particles are elements, essential elements. You see, everything can be broken down into finer bits, and everything can be built up into monumental and eternal elements, or coagulations. This is what fractal patterns, or fractal elements, are about. All is in relationship to something else. Things may be perceived as separate or component parts, but they are also pieces of the whole, so depending upon where you “stand” perceptually or even physically, you may see the macrocosm, the mesocosm, or the microcosm. If you are an ameba, the cell would look mighty big. If you are the cell, the organ would look quite big. If you are the organ, the human race would look big. If you are the human race, the universe looks big. If you are the universe, the Cosmos looks big. If you are the cosmos, then you see that the black hole or even the ameba is humongous because where does life start? It starts in a microscopic, atomic chemical, maybe hydrogen. So a tiny atomic chemical that has the power to advance all of the cosmos is actually profoundly large because it has potential.
You can see from this example that there really is no beginning and no end. All is related, all grows in and out of something else. The image of the eternal Moebius strip defines this relationship, the sideways 8 where the bands are eternally fused and dancing over all of Creation.
Now, let us look at fear. Fear is a part of this master universe, but it is truly a black hole. It swallows energy. It diverts energy. It takes energy and chews it up and spits it out as something crooked, or mangled as the case may be. But it does have purpose. The purpose is to show mankind and those who are evolving into higher universal mana that we are a composite of male and female energy, and the male energy is intellect, ego, physical matter and its stepchild of fear. This is not to denigrate stepchildren by any means. This is just to say that fear did not come from the body of the Creator; it came from the mind of man. It was manufactured through the fear thinking, the fear direction of the consciousness, the interception of thought that was not right with the mind of the Creator.
But while it has purpose, its time is ended, should be ended. It is time for fear to end. It is time for mankind, and for you, L, to discard the fear beliefs. You wrote a nice piece the other night in which you examined fear as symbolized by a rock. You threw the rock into the river of life and allowed it to be swept away, smoothly. This is a beautiful reflection of what happens energetically as we discard our fear beliefs and surrender them in total freedom, ironically, to the Universe.
Freedom is blessed. It is the giving up of all that is for the acquisition of all that is. Unconditional love, as Kathy says, is the total blessed freedom from needing anyone – from perceiving that we need anyone. In truth of course we do not “need” someone and yet everyone who is in our life serves a purpose, whether their presence is an active presence or a passive one or an energy one that is off our radar screen entirely. You can see that all of the human race is part of your spirit family, and so you are energetically entertwined. But you do not know everyone personally, but this does not mean that they do not serve a purpose in your life or have a very important role to play. They do indeed have both.
Fear is the black hole and so as you identify your fear beliefs – and feeling unworthy is a very good one to examine – you begin to see that they are illusive even as they have been powerful. So you may give them up. But this takes intense scrutiny and courage to look within and see.
Perhaps we can stop here for today. We feel it is helpful and we appreciate you listening.
Thank you angels. As always it is enlightening. I am grateful. I send light.
And we send light to you. Thank you.
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