Sun, Jan 20, 2008, 8:40 PM

Good evening, Michael’s Light. My day has been filled with many thoughts of you. I made a title page for a booklet of our writings. I am so pleased and inspired by your communications. It is so filling me up and making me feel good. I am learning so much. I want to be all that I can be, and your words are helping. I was wondering why it is your words that are helping so much because Kathy’s words have been such an inspiration to me over the years, but I was resistant to change. I guess that hearing the words within me make me listen more?

Yes, that is true. You hear them from within and so you take ownership of sorts. You feel the internal inspiration and motivation to connect, so your intention of growing and changing is different. Kathy has been a tremendous inspiration.

I am afraid to listen because I am afraid that somehow I will diminish with my words stuck over yours the significance of Kathy’s work in my life.

L, Kathy understands how you have appreciated her work, as the angels do. We see the energy and we see the truth of the connection that you have to her. You are of the same ilk. You must not feel less than her. She has always said that what she does you can do. She is motivated and inspired and truly committed to helping you change. This gift to you has been of a level of a mountain, the biggest mountain you can imagine. She is aware of your appreciation, and she returns it because in teaching she too has had great gifts in learning. All is exchanged. All is appreciated.

Thank you, angels. I am grateful to be here today. I see in many of my words, thoughts, and deeds the stamp of Kathy, the imprint of Kathy, her words and her energy infuse me. I am so eternally grateful to what she’s given me in total love. I feel that I could never repay the gift.

Just by being here in her life, you give the gift in bountiful return. You accept her gift and she accepts yours. It is equal and all is well. Now let us turn to the events of this evening. You wrote a message to J and you are pleased. We are glad. This was yet another gift. So many gifts, yes?

Yes! So many gifts. It makes me overcome with emotion. I am blown away by all the gifts.

Yes, there are so many. The Universe’s natural order is the order of abundance. Gifts are part of the energy of abundance. So as you feel abundance within, you create gifts of greater and greater magnitude. You can see from this past week how many gifts can be packed into just one week. Physical gifts like your Macintosh at work, and spiritual gifts like the new understandings that are coming to you. And soul gifts – love and appreciation from your friends, those people who play a role in your daily world. All come together in a swirling vortex of appreciation and togetherness. You are meant to be sharing at this time.

Energy is meant to change. Friends will come and friends will go. Some will stay. On a soul level some stay forever.

Only some on a soul level?

On a soul level there is change, there is no permanence per se. There is relative truth in the soul. Spirit has absolute truth. Relative truth is about change and movement; absolute truth does grow as well but there is integrity and cohesion on a much greater level.

Am I disrupting the flow with this dialogue?

No, we are exchanging energy and it is enjoyable and productive to you to be exploring the many ways in which we can communicate. This is all an exploration. We appreciated that you integrated this idea in one of your titles. You have been changing the titles of this tome and that too is good because you are exploring what it means to you. You may yet change it again, and this is all good.

May I now ask about P? A message arrived from him at a perfect point tonight. I needed an infusion of energy of appreciation, and I received it from him. It was perfect timing and once again he served what you had told me was his purpose in my life, which is to help me get over the rocks with J. Can you tell me more about P and how I might best look at my relationship with him for my own growth and expansion?

Yes. P is a very advanced soul who came into your life with total intention to be a helper. He too has issues with love that he is experiencing, as all do. He is looking at himself and asking questions that are similar to those that J was asking, about the love in his heart and why he has not found that perfect partner. It is something that many people wonder, even those who are in relationships, because many people are not satisfied with the relationships they have. They, too, are looking for the love within, but are looking for it externally and therefore are not finding the bold answers they seek.

P is there for you as a friend, but as a lover this may not be the kind of relationship that would best serve you at this time. You are in a preparatory state to create a relationship that you can bring to maximum fruition. You have a list of attributes that you are looking for, and perhaps P may not have some of those attributes. You do have freedom of choice to select any partner that you want. And the lessons and learnings will be present regardless of who you choose.

But the level of harmony and synchronous energy will be different. So the challenge here is to choose a partner that is most in sync with you, that will bring you the greatest smoothness of functioning in the relationship.

You have had many rocks to get over in the past. Now is the time that you want the river to run smoothly. This is a gift that you can give yourself, that you can create with your power of creation. But you must think it through and decide that that is indeed what you want to create. If you create by default, you may not create quite the perfection that you would otherwise create if you think precisely about what you want – and then welcome the Universe to add its special energy to the mix. There are great gifts awaiting you in this vein, Linda. So if you are patient and if you continue to nurture your soul and spirit advancement, as you are doing at this time, you will find in time that a greater, more precious gem than you have ever known will appear in your life, and will bring you the totality of the love that you are seeking in a partner.

Wow! This is exciting to me. The totality of love? Is that possible?

When we say totality, this is measured in terms of your definition of what you want. You see, you have the power of creation. So whatever you decide you want, this indeed becomes your reality. Now, the trick is to be aware of all level of thought, because your thought operates on multiple levels. Much of our thought is hidden. Much of our thought is buried in our subconscious fears. So you must examine your fears here because this is an important step in creating in full consciousness. Be aware of hidden thought. Bring it into the light. See it for the shadow intention it may be imbued with, or see it for the full spectrum of love that it invites.

You are the creator of your life. Your totality is your totality. It is relative to your wishes.

Thank you for this explanation. I continue to be amazed at the way your words help me and say more than I thought I knew.

Our communications are for the purpose of advancing your thought. As you listen openly, we share what we can to help you move forward in your thinking and being. Much awaits. There is a vast world of learning and it is exciting to us that you are as excited as you are, and committed as you are, to learning and absorbing. Thank you, Linda, for this openness. It is rewarding.

I feel rewarded.

Do you have any other questions tonight?

I want to study my fears more. I am hearing from you that this is the next big step for me.

Yes, this is good. Do look at your fears. You can take some time on your own to do this, and we will be there with you, guiding you as needed and as you seek us to guide you. The discoveries will reward you.

Thanks. Then I will do this. Goodnight.

Goodnight Linda.

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