Good evening angels. I have been reading your words a lot today, over and over, and I have been thinking about how many ways my ego easily slips into my thinking, even as I believe I am thinking without the ego. It’s amazing to me how insidiously woven my ego thoughts are, my fears beliefs – judgment of self, feeling unequal – just those old patterns that I know have been fading slowly over time and fading fast these days but wow, how long until they’re gone totally? I so enjoy the freedom of thought that I feel when I have no fear. Even my walk feels different when I am in my loving energy, free of fear. My steps are light and firm and just joyful. The contrast is amazing to me now that I feel the lightness and the freedom so often. Yes, these are some of the many benefits of shedding fear beliefs. And the more you shed them, the more open you will feel and the more excited you will feel about all the changes. The changes are coming at a rapid pace for you because you have been diligent and sincere in looking intently within, with the expressed purpose of growing. As we have said, nothing can deny a soul and spirit purpose. Your intention directs your reality and your reality is becoming more and more evidently created by you. You are seeing the connections between your thoughts and the events of your life and feelings within you. They are indeed tied one on one. The mind is the builder, as Edgar Cayce said and as many other prophets and sage minds have acknowledged. This is one of the greatest pieces of wisdom that any human can hold: the wisdom that within our very hands -- hands being the physical symbol of the doing mind -- is the power of creation.
It is interesting that this knowledge has been hidden from man by man. But that, too, is understandable as we consider the path that man has chosen for himself, which is the path of learning. We are learning to be all that we are. And so we must search for knowledge to fill the mind and expand the mind, because it is the very act of expanding the mind that man grows to fulfill the promise that he made to himself: I shall grow, I shall learn, I shall expand, and I will become that which I am.
And the Creator, too, had a hand in this promise. It was the thought of the Creator that gave spirit consciousness to man, and this spirit consciousness is the essence of man. So in that man promised himself to find and live in his spirit consciousness, the Creator gave mankind free will, free choice and free intention as a trinity of aspects within the soul of Man to find and to discover himself as he chooses to.
This quest is symbolized in the search for the Holy Grail. But that quest was a physical one. The true quest, the deepest quest we shall say, is the internal quest. All that we are, we are within. These are the words of your teacher and they are profound.
Now, your quest has emerged recently from a bit of a hiatus to the status of “engaged” – fully engaged. And you are so excited about this that your excitement itself is charging your discoveries to unfold. You are creating your reality! Do you see how this works? It is like a locomotive engine. The engine is your powerful mind. You fill the engine with the combustion that it needs – emotion – and this brings sparks and life to your creations. The thoughts and the emotions are your soul. Your physical body is the jurisdiction of your soul and spirit. All work in tandem to create the most amazing, stunning, beautiful and awe-inspiring reality of YOU!
In the spirit world it is known how expansive the mind of man is and how exquisite the design is. But man has forgotten. But man is remembering. So this is the good news and all is part of the design, the pattern of growth. Each day creates another opportunity to create, and each day man moves forward in his discoveries.
As you open your mind and become more and more aware, the creations can become more and more exquisite and refined. You are getting a taste of this these days and it is thrilling you. If ever anything should thrill, it is the discovery of our power of creation. This is the secret that is worthy of bringing into the light and sharing with all. Once we understand that we create our very reality, from inception and conception to death and to life again, eternally, we begin to have respect for the majesty of creation and for the expansiveness of our being.
We are truly expansive beings. So to cultivate this expansion it is good, in fact it is necessary to eat only foods of nature, to breathe the freshest air, and to drink the purest water. These are the elements of the Earth that are in harmony with the body of man and will support man in his change from the baseness of chemical contamination to the refinement of spiritual truth – which is not airy fairy at all. Spiritual truth is what we live when we live simply and grandly in the blessings of love, truth, equality and all the ethical values that our spirit consciousness imbues us with. We are here on Earth to learn that we are creators, appreciating that our creations can be of the Creator, or they can be merely creations. We create by merely living, but we Create by Loving.
So as we live our love, we become more and more what we are designed to be.
Now, as you have considered the manner in which fear and fear beliefs permeate your thinking, you may also be encouraged to know that letting go of fear is one of the most exciting and interesting paths and projects you can engage in. Letting go of fear is a wonderful thing to do. Write down your fears whenever you think of them! I am afraid of being all I can be. I am afraid of being judged. I believe in sin. I believe that God is watching me in judgment. I am afraid that God does not love me. I am afraid to be responsible. Somebody take care of me. I am unworthy. The devil made me do it. I have only one life to live. Oh dear, Hell is waiting for me. I am ostracized. I am not loved.
And on and on into infinity man has defined his fears in myriad ways. There is no numbering of the fear beliefs that man has held as there is no numbering of the stars in the sky.
And yet! – all of these fears and fear beliefs are only illusions! Isn’t that the most amazing thing to know? Just imagine if you can help mankind understand that fear beliefs are nothing but illusions, then you give mankind a tool – a piece of hope from the bottom of Pandora’s box of fears, and you allow man to find freedom! There is freedom, infinite freedom, in releasing each fear belief.
So to release the fears, just continue to acknowledge them as you see them, and then thank them for having served you on your path of discovery. And then you make a conscious effort to think the opposite of that fear. For example, if you fear that God is judging you, then you tell yourself that God loves you. Even better, tell yourself that you ARE love and that the spirit of “God” – which is the good in you, the spirit consciousness of you, the eternal Creative Energy of you, the Creative Spirit within you – IS you and that you are free of fear. Do this with each little or big fear that you notice.
Growth is all about awareness and knowledge and inspiration and integration. Integrate your mind and your loving emotions (happiness, excitement, enthusiasm, etc.) and your spirit energy.
And know that you live eternally, and that truly the Creator loves all of Creation. You are part of the Creator’s creation and therefore you are love.
So be happy that you have made all the progress that you have. You have moved mountains with your love and with your self discoveries. You have all that it takes to create many miracles, as do all people. Believe in your miracles and make them so.
Good night.
