Good evening Higher Self. I’ve been wondering what to write about. In fact I’ve been feeling a little afraid to write because I don’t feel particularly inspired so I’m afraid I won’t produce anything of substance. But I decided a few minutes ago that I want to explore my fears some more, especially those thoughts deep down that remain hidden. How do I get to the deepest fears and how do I lose my fear of them being revealed? Even as I write this I’m thinking I don’t want to! How's that for ego resistance?Indeed the ego is very strong and clever when it comes to moving off topic. There is nothing more challenging to the ego then the revealment of self. The ego always puts a negative slant on discovery, so there is no discovery that can be had by the ego that is not a discovery of judgment or condescension, anger, stubbornness, or something that disguises itself as greater glory.
In truth, the revealment of self - the true self - will always be a discovery of joy and happiness. The heart of man, the spirit of man, is delighted to find hidden gems, and that’s what fears are. And to find any one, to discover it and to see how it behaves in your life, is to discover a facet of self that can be given up, cast overboard like weighty cargo. This casting has the effect of bringing joy and levity to our lives.
In the last few months you have felt a great degree of levity and happiness because you have been discovering your fears and you have been releasing them and you have found joy in the positive language and thoughts that are part of our communication. Pep talks from your spirit is how you sometimes think of this. Isn’t it wonderful to receive a pep talk, a supportive talk from loving energy that casts all friends, neighbors, family members - everyone in a positive light?
But the ego, the body of fear that is within the intellect of most everyone on earth, is not about to shed positive light on anyone. The “light” of the ego is a light of provision, of equivocation, of doubt and fear. In releasing these kinds of thoughts, you can’t help but feel a buoyancy and a lightheartedness.
Let us look at that word lightheartedness. It literally means a lightness of heart, not just light as in that which shines from the sun and the heart of God, but lightness in terms of weight, light in terms of lack of ballast and the weightlessness that comes about when the weight of fear is lifted or removed.
What a joy it is to feel light and lightness in the heart. The heart is a symbol of God, of the Creator, of the Love of the Creator within Man. The heart is the primary energy of man. It is the lifeblood of the physical body as Man himself is a lifeblood in the body of the Creator.
You see, you are a fractal pattern of the Creator. Each and every aspect of your being, from your physical body to the soul and spirit of you, is a fractal image of aspects of the Creator. The heart of man is the Heart of the Creator: Love. And the lungs of man are the air, the Breath of the Creator that carry, transport the Love of the Creator throughout the Universe.
Man is soul and man is spirit. The Creator gave man his soul, which is the mind of man and the loving emotions of man. Combine the soul of man with the spirit of man, which is also the spirit of the Creator, and therein is the energy of the Creator.
But within the intellect of man is the fear, the ego fears. Man created his own fears. They are learned; they were not given and they are not thrust upon man by some external force. There is a belief pervasive on Earth that a devil, or the Devil, Lucifer, gave man his fear and made him evil. This is a myth that has been perpetuated because it is a body of belief that can control the mind of man and the actions of man. In truth it is man himself who acts as “the devil” as the mind of that man PERCEIVES himself in the image of the devil.
This is one of the oldest fear beliefs in the mind of man. And it is not a fear isolated in a few religious minds. It is a belief that is embedded in the very DNA of man because man has walked the face of earth for millions of years. And your beliefs become part of your genetic makeup. Every aspect of you is chemical. Your thoughts are chemical, your emotions are chemical; your feelings and your sensory awareness is chemical. And these chemicals, which swim in a very sophisticated and complex soup of your body’s physical structure, all speak to the DNA, which is the code of cellular memory that lives in each and every cell of your body. It would not make sense for only a portion of you to be defined by your DNA. Every aspect of you is spelled in your DNA. It is your pattern. It is the primary code of who you are.
So when you pass from one life to the next, you do not start from scratch. Starting from scratch would negate the whole concept of evolution. You do indeed evolve and you do indeed evolve in a very patterned and rhythmic way. And the basis of your evolutionary pattern is your DNA.
Now, it is important for man to understand that the Creator did indeed create all souls. You were created but you do indeed evolve as well. The pattern of your evolution is the pattern of your DNA. And this is carried lifetime after lifetime and it mutates. Mutation is actually a good thing. Mutation is a way for change to take place. Change is a good thing IF change is based upon the benefit and the advancement of the thinking mind. But change is not preferred if it entails a backsliding. You have the choice. Each and every moment of your living is a moment to exercise the free will, free choice and free intention, which is the pattern of your soul. Your soul is designed with seven attributes, seven expressions: organization, discipline, form and structure, which characterize the mind of man; and free will, free choice, and free intention, which characterize the loving emotions of man. As you exercise your mind in its perfect pattern, and as you feel the loving emotions fully and freely and allow them to direct your course of actions, behavior, thoughts, attitudes, etc. in each and every moment, you do indeed advance as a soul. You EVOLVE.
Look at that word, evolve. It is the love of Eve. It is the female energy. You are love. You have embedded in your DNA the love of self, the love of your Creator, and the love of your fellow man.
But the fears of man are also in the mind of man and in the emotions of man and therefore in the DNA of man. So the challenge is to release the negative fears and thereby mutate the DNA in a positive way and evolve without the fears.
There is no separation in the DNA of man and all the myriad expressions of man. You are your DNA. You are also your HLA, which is your hereditary structure, but the primary basis of your living pattern is your DNA.
So you will be working with shedding your fears for lifetimes to come because you can see that in one lifetime it would be quite a feat to take away the centuries, truly aeons of fears and fear beliefs that you have deep inside you and release them all. We are not shooting stars. We evolve one step at a time on the stairway to heaven.
So be patient with yourself as you examine your fears. And when you uncover even a tiny fear, any fear whatsoever, any belief that does not serve you, any thought that keeps you chained to anger, competition, jealousy, judgment, hostility, wrath, greed, etc., look at this fear belief with total love and total appreciation for the strength that it has had in enduring in your thinking, and thank it and see that it has served you very well in your coming to understand that fear is nothing more than an illusion, a way of thinking that lives in the dark.
When the Creator created the Universe and created all the souls that inhabit the Earth, this was, is called the big bang. There were many big bangs. But with each big bang an immense event of the Creation of Light took place. You are light. You are the light. You were created as part of the generation of light that is pervasive in the Universe.
The Hubble space telescope will show you images of the most amazing displays of light that you will ever see with your physical eyes. The images are astonishing and truly magnificent. They reveal the mastery of the Universe and of your Creator in creating the most enrapturing gifts of creation. It is difficult to put the ideas in words because the creations are of such magnitude that physical words do not do them justice. There are limitations to these explanations. But suffice it to say that when we speak of light – and of YOU AS LIGHT – there is precedent that you can now see that can give you a glimpse of the greatness of your creation. Look at these images and see how great you are. You are a part of the Universe. You are not separate. You were created by the same Creator that created the Universes, all of them. And you, beautiful and loving being, you are a fractal pattern, a piece of stardust in the most magnificent order and structure that has ever been known.
Why, then, does man destroy? Does he not respect, value, and appreciate the majesty and the beauty of who he is - his physical body, mind, heart, fellow man, children, animals, plants, sky, air, water, homes, streets, societies, neighbors, countrymen, insects, honeybees, oceans? There is so much beauty and yet with fear beliefs come destruction.
Now we can stop the destruction and live in love. If we understand who we are – a breath of the Creator’s energy, and why we are here – to expand the Creator’s vast and loving energy, we can begin to embrace the love that is truly us, and make our home the jewel of the universe that it is.
To do this we must reach inside and pull out the fears. We must be patient with our progress. We must make a commitment to change. We must communicate our intention to change, and cooperate with our fellow man to make the changes happen. When we work together, we see the volition and the energy of change taking us to new heights.
Change is our pattern as our DNA is ever changing to support us in our advancement IF we allow ourselves to advance by releasing our fears and by living our love. This is an eternal process of growth. We were not created yesterday and likely we will not die tomorrow. But today, this moment is our power moment to make a commitment to ourselves and to those we love – a commitment to release fear and our fear beliefs.
So do not be afraid of your fears. They are old and they are entrenched but they are worthy of discovering and they are worthy of being laid to rest.
With the fears uncovered and released, your life will be the joy, the truth, the lightness of spirit and the heartfulness of soul that will bring and truly be the greatest pleasure and the greatest happiness that you have ever known. You will be sitting in the lap of the loving light of the Creator more and more as each fear belief is released.
The Creator is electromagnetic and you are electromagnetic and you are meant to be one. Join in all that you are with all of the Creator, and know in your heart and mind and soul and spirit that you are one. This is what salvation means. No one can save you but you. Salvation is the joyful process that the Creator gifted you with by imbuing you with the power to direct your destiny. Embrace this power, shed your fears, and bring your light home. Accept your love. It is who you are. Be creative. BE the Creator in all that you say and do and think. Your Creator is waiting patiently for you to come home and expand the Universe through the sharing of Love.
