Wednesday, March 23, 2011, 10:27 PM

Dear Angels of My Higher Self: It has been an interesting year. I am so much better than last year physically, but emotionally I have some challenges. I still feel fear, still feel anger, frustration, judgment, etc. – the gamut of fear emotions. And yet I also experience glimmers of love. I love my daughter, I love my mom and dad and family, I love my cats, and I feel appreciation for many gifts and aspects of my life. So – I would like guidance on how to accelerate and expand the loving elements. How am I living love in my life, and how can I expand it?
There are indeed good questions to ask. Within your heart, you realize that love is the essential element of a life well lived. A life well lived is what each of us wants, each of us strives for, each of us hopes to attain.
And yet we stymie our progress with fear emotions, fear beliefs, myths, superstitions, thoughts about the nature of reality that are not - based in truth.
Why do we do this? Because we are human. Because we are an evolving consciousness. Because we are searching, searching for the wisdom and ingenuity to understand ourselves as expansive consciousnesses that have as their – OUR – essential element: SPIRIT!
We ARE spirit! And so as you acknowledge the spirit that you are, you live the essential elements of spirit: love, truth, equality, and all the ethical values that are enmeshed in the prime trinity.
Now, as you are grappling with fear emotions, you do not allow the loving emotions to manifest. In this respect, the Universe is black and white. You are in love, or you are in fear. You cannot live both simultaneously. So you are growing, you are expanding, and you are learning what you want. This is good. This is what life is for: to provide you with experiences that guide your soul and spirit into an awareness of what is desired, what is sought, what is valued, and what is wished to be gained.
So, as you live the daily moments of your life, be aware of what you want to live in that moment. Be cognizant of what you are feeling. And if it is a fear belief that you are feeling, then make a conscious choice to change it to something loving, something nurturing of the soul and spirit – something that feels good.
You see, to feel good is to be in alignment with your true self. Your true self is but a shadow to your physical identity. And yet your physical identity is not so smart because it is not incorporating the loving emotions into its framework.
When you consciously integrate the loving emotions into your framework, then, THEN you are living your freedom. THEN you are living your love.
So let us examine some ways in which you can more fully live your love in each and every moment.
For starters, you can, when you first wake up in the mornings, say a prayer to the Universe. In this prayer you ask for the help of the loving beings that surround you – to guide you in love and to help you BE the love that you are. The angelic beings are always, ALWAYS there beside you and within you and around you to protect you and to help you expand your consciousness. All of consciousness is expanding. So the goal here is to expand and to get and receive all the help that you can. Open yourself up to receiving guidance and support, and then this is what will ensue: guidance and support – and more, because you are open.
Next, as you go about the business of your day, be clear about your intentions in each and every moment. Be very clear about your intentions. We stress this. If you walk into a room with a negative thought in your mind, then this is the message that you convey to anyone, no matter what your words are. So you can say an affirmation in your mind about what your intention is in the communication, and then you proceed to let the intention unfold. TRUST YOURSELF. Trust your guidance. Trust that you are spirit energy that is learning to be human, and in this learning you are experimenting, truly experimenting like the creator that you are – with the creation of a moment-to-moment reality. Your moment-to-moment reality is truly an illusion in the physical world, but it is an illusion that you buy into, and so as long as you buy into it, you can live it and learn from it. The world is yours to learn from.
Now, at the end of the day, it is good to reflect upon the day, in a quiet place and in a frame of mind of openness and honesty. You review your day and your intentions and your interactions and your thoughts and feelings and emotions and the sensory awarenesses that you had during the day – and you analyze them FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF LOVE. How did I do today, you ask yourself. How would I like to make tomorrow different?
Always, always reflect in love because this is the only way that you can magnetize yourself to grow into more loving energy. You see, love is an emotion, and emotions are magnetic, as the mind and the thoughts are electric. This is what encompasses your dual soul: the electric thoughts and the magnetic emotions. Your soul is dual and it experiences both, through the male consciousness and through the female consciousness. You are both: you are male and you are female. For all humans this is true. You are a dual soul and spirit consciousness – a trinity of exquisite energy that is living in a physical body, having physical experiences for the purposes of consciousness expansion and growth of the soul. You are always spirit. Your spirit can never, ever be removed from you. It is who you are. How could you ever NOT be that which you are? The answer is: You cannot. You are spirit now and forever. As you come to accept this consciously, you begin the upward climb to happiness, joy, peace, well-being, and true connection with your Creator.
Now, you have asked how you might enjoy your days more, without the suffering that comes from judgment and fear beliefs. The answer is that you keep working at it. You keep trying. You keep LOVE in your mind – stamped on your forehead, as it were, as a beacon of energy to guide you in each exchange, in each thought, in each action. For each moment, you ask yourself if you are feeling joy in the moment, or happiness, or peace, or comfort, or willingness to be available and free in expression. If you are feeling these things, these feelings, then you are in love. You feel love, and you create love, and you expand love, and you ARE love. You bring love into the world by feeling it. Is it like creating butter. You have milk, and you churn it, and you churn it, and you work on it intently until it becomes the precious, viscous spreadable entity that brings you such great pleasure in so many ways: butter. Love is the butter that spreads over and into the human consciousness such that it is transmuted to perfection. And it is shared always in that state.
Now, always believe in your potential to rise to great heights. In love, we can each rise to great heights. Each human, each being has the capacity, because we are all spirit. And spirit knows no bounds, other than those that the physical consciousness ignorantly imposes upon it. But the physical plane is, as we have said, an illusion. Spirit sees through the illusion, and persists in its singular task to expand that which it is.
So for you, and for your brethren, believe in love. Love is the greatest power in the Universe, in all Universes. Love is what the Creator is and it is what the Creator does. You are a fractal pattern of the Creator. You are learning to create in Love. This is the greatest task, the greatest calling for the human soul: to be the love that it is. You as souls are expanding the Universal spectrum of love. This is how the Universe expands. Believe in your power to expand. It is magnificent and it is the truth of who you are. You expand as you think. Your mind IS to expand.
So gain knowledge, gain wisdom, gain the awareness of your ethical values. And then – be calm, be still, and be aware that you and your Creator are truly one.
In peace, in love, in great appreciation for who you are and what you bring to the Universal “table,” we are as always your guides and your path of expansion. We are a part of you and you are a part of us. Believe in our connection. Call upon us. We are rooting for you and we will always be with you, a permanent light that shines. See the light, then be the light. It grows brighter and brighter as you feel the love that you are.
Good night.